lift the blade
let the feeling flow
let them swell
let them choke me till I'm felled
but I can’t feel it anymore
because of your clasp
and the way you control my mind
and my thoughts
and keep them all for your self

I've lost myself
lost myself in your pain
lost myself with in the gory
vision of the joy

Just let me go
this one last time
let me see what is behind
let me go
let me see
let me be
for I was once but not now
I will be
but not now

you have me
but not then
not when
JUST LET ME GO

You call me your joy
but I've seen your joy
it sits in a dresser
crusted with
waiting for you
so it can feed
just one more time

Sitting in a little house when all was quaint
but the storms come and break the fun
because you feel it necessary
just to share the joy with someone new

and when all is said and done
you'll find love in another one
and tell me of your ventures
and tell me of the new joys
and the new crust
but you’ll never leave
for thirty days haven't heard your voice
except in my head
where you dwell

60 days since i heard your voice
the ones in my head stopped when they saw i was no longer effected
sitting in a car
what’s your name again
oh yeah
and the tears swell

a year since i heard you
and your gone
no where to be seen
just be alive somewhere
so that i might now I haven't wronged you to badly

remembrance plays it cruel tricks on my mind
curled in the corner for a nap
the wrists
sitting and writing your life story
the blood
sobbing on my shoulder
the pain
on the floor convulsing
the lies
in the bed dying
the truth
under the gazebo telling
the agony
standing beneath the cross singing
the voice

Just tell me where and ill bring the roses
I'm ready to let it go to rest
ill dig the hole
build the cross
and say the prayer
just tell me where
so I can set the memories away!